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Shelley — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 11:28:52 +0000

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Shelley — Sat, 23 May 2009 12:09:45 +0000

you are out of this world.

Today, I was lining a soccer field. I had the entire grid laid out, so I began to paint with a handheld cart. I finished the entire field without looking back once. I forgot to put paint in the cart. I walked around a field for an hour painting with air.

holy crap , i swear i’m hallucinating. dad jabbed me with a flu shot. & he left it in there for like 2 minutes , slowly , slowly , slowly fcking pushing the syringe down. effing hurt like a bitch. TT and then his excuse was that it’s not good to do it fast like he usually does. dnfgkjnfgdfg. most pain a needle has caused me ever. besides when i was five. (:

fmgnjkdsnfgsdfg straddy yesterday. woke up at fcking 3 .. no idea why. & i went to sleep at like 11 the previous night to finish my maths b assignment, which was due friday morning , the day of the excursion. rocked up at school at like … 630 , then handed it in. the day was so effing tiring. & my cons were so disgusting. mabes get some actual wet shoes. LOL. but yeahs , took like a 2 hour bus trip , then another hour on the barge. i swear the barge was the best thing on the excursion. i got like 34897827349234235 mosquito bites , cause we were in a fcking rainforest. TT & then the mangroves smelt like shit due to the promoted anaerobic bacterial growth & sulphur compounds. fgnksdjfngjksdgf. but yeahs , after that we went to the seagrass & saw starfishes & other crap. there were like 304725987389572354 clumps of oysters on the sand. it was epic. we caught an eel. which almost bit me ROFL. & the blue-ringed octopus … my friend stepped on one , and she was about to pick it up … it was flaring blue. not such a good idea ROFLROFLROFLROFL. on the barge back , i ate 2 pies , and a packet of chips. man i’m such a fatty. but i was so effing hungry. got back to school at like … 530 , then had a concert at 545. so being a speed demon , i got changed back at my locker. concert was so tiring. i swear my ears are deaf from playing the piccolo. TT got home , didn’t eat , actually i ate fruit. then dad made me practise piano for an hour TT & then i did another hour and a half’s chemistry. went to sleep at like 1230. i was dead.

today i had northshore. woke up at 8. nfdkgnsjdkfngjsdg got down , then left. i then realised that ns started at 930 instead of 9. =___________= physics was so bad. i was in a shit mood. gfkdsjngjkdfg. umss .. no lunch break. i was so angry. T___________T & then in chemistry bianca & i were talking about stuffs. iloveherrr. ;] & listening to my music , which she doesn’t like. all in all a good day , although it had a rough start. :]

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Shelley — Wed, 20 May 2009 11:42:12 +0000

ASSIGNMENT RAGEEEEEEE ; happyness. n_n.

Today, I was on the bus home and on the phone with my best friend discussing my sex life with this new guy I’m seeing. I was telling her all sorts of raunchy sex things we’ve done until someone taps my shoulder and says “I’m sure he doesn’t appreciate you saying this in public.” It was his mom.

god , i effing love that website. makes my life seem so good. :] and no , i don’t visit it everyday. :\ i’m not actually THAT sad … despite what you all think. 8D maths assignment due like , Friday. & i have a biol excursion to stradday that day. plus a concert. oh , fuck it. LOL. but yeahs , we leave at 7 on friday , so i need to hand in my maths b before 7am. =___= at least i’ve finished it now. :] the rain is so bad. the sky looks so depressing at school. like we’re all going to die or something ROFLROFL. & i didn’t actually get that wet today. from the rain , obviously. i got like 3 drops in my stockings , but other than that , thanks to shiney’s umbrella (: and the fact that our school is 90% covered by either infrastructure or trees , i stayed mostly dry. 8D i had a flute lesson today. teacher came to my chemistry class while i had all my gear on LOL. she’s all like ‘i didn’t recognise you there !’ T_____T.

wells yesterday it was raining too. but like , it stopped by the time school ended. was good , since i said i’d meet grace in the city. ;] i love kaela. i can walk with her anyday to the city cause she lives there. so yeahs , got to the city , and then met grace at easyway. god she’s so pretty. i hate her for it. but then i love her cause she’s such a bitch. then we bitched it out while walking to area 58. then took stickies. and then walked back to tops being intimate (;]) and then she met up with alice. 8D i miss aliiceeeeeee. wells yeahs , that’s pretty much been my week. i’ll blog later , when i can think of shit.

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Shelley — Sun, 17 May 2009 11:37:59 +0000

it’s all bullshit. so don’t try to correct your actions. it won’t work.

Today, I was selected to give my speech to the entire school. I was later told it had to be censored because it was inappropriate, even though I was just trying to make a point. My speech was on political correctness. My speech on political correctness was censored for political reasons.

okay , i don’t know when the fuck i’ll be getting time to blog. i’ve had bloody 5 assignments so far , and then i have tests for all my bloody subjects too. so basically , my life is suicide. -stabs-

a LOT of shit has happened this week. no fucking joke. mind you , not everything has been bad. -epic smiles at christine- fgjknkjnhjksrh i can’t fucking take all this shit that’s been happening. i go to fucking northshore , and even there , i can’t fucking escape the reality of everything else. so basically , i’m trapped and shit , i don’t know what to do with my life. so basically , i’m at the stage now where i don’t fucking care what the fuck is going to happen to me. cause whatever i do , is wrong , and so i can’t do anything right. so just , fuck me , and don’t even let me live if you’re planning on letting me suffer like this.

EMONESS ASIDE. today , i did so much work. i swear i’m a robot. well actually i’ve worked all weekend. 8D yesterday was northshore , last night we went out so i took my little laptop thingy and did my maths b assignment (so hard OMFG). today , woke up , northshore revision , and english for the whole freaking day. i just watched some tv … the documentary i’m studying for english. i actually like it. it sounds odd cause it’s about starwars , but half our class were in tears [me included]. & i’m so happy about my phone. 8D well i’m going to go to sleep nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. school tomorrow. gotta pack my bag. physics olympiad training at 715. fucking hardcore. then flute competition. and then some assembly for caitlin goss who’s a rhode’s scholar. :] and then band after school. plus school. -dies- new laptop. new phone. and i’m still unhappy. FML man , fml. those people … -stab-

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Shelley — Fri, 15 May 2009 12:44:04 +0000

i really cbf anymore.

Today, I was smoking a cigarette in my backyard while my parents were out, because I’m not allowed to smoke. While smoking, my parents came home unexpectedly. In a rush, I flicked it over the fence, and it landed in my neighbor’s hair. It was still lit.

a lot of shit has happened this week. i’ll blog properly tomorrow , & explain everything this week. sorry , haven’t slept properly. i love physics. ^___^ (nts : sarcasm) & sleeping at 3-4 doesn’t help either. :\

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Shelley — Sun, 10 May 2009 11:41:24 +0000

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Shelley — Sun, 10 May 2009 11:36:32 +0000

happy mother’s day. if only other things were worthy of happiness.

Today, I went to the zoo with a guy I like, when we were there we saw a swarm of bees. I told him that if I got stung he would have to watch me because my dad is deathly allergic to bees and I have never been stung. Jokingly, he nudged me into the bush and said “let’s see”. We did. I’m allergic.

as fucking stupid as the fml story may seem , it seems to reflect something in my life. to be stung. with an incomprehensible amount of pain. well today was mother’s day. which i spent doing assignments. TT & dnfjndfjnasdf i haven’t done anything. 2/4 parts for physics , which is due friday. FUCK LIFE. & i had another major bitch session with someone. about someone. god i hate them. well i’m off to sleep. biol excursion @ underwater world tomorrow. (: & point cartwright. ==” … yeahs , i’ll post later. fuck it.

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Shelley — Sat, 09 May 2009 09:49:56 +0000

sometimes , the little things that bother you , are the things that kill you in the end. only because i’m fucked in the head. i hope you’re happy. you live by your actions.

Today, I went to the pet store to get mice for my mom’s snakes. While checking out, the guy working behind the register asked what kind of snakes I had. I told him they were my mom’s and he proceeded to tell me about this crazy woman that talks to her snakes. That’s my mom.

today was … interesting. mcfcking northshore as usual. fcking hate it , although it does boost my marks up. & i discovered something … “interesting,” … interesting enough to make me rage and run out of the classroom. yeahs , very interesting. fcking james stole my ipod & wallet. i looked at him , and i noticed he had the same earphones as me , suddenly occurring to me that he had the same ipod as me … LOL. & then yeahs. god i hate chemistry , although today , i actually worked well , surprisingly. & i worked during maths b. first time this term where i’ve actually worked. totally worth it for my parents to pay like 1.5k a term for tutoring. 8D ~ ! came home , practised piano , raged somemore , had a bit of a d&m with christine , and yeahs. parents found out about my contactssss. weren’t angry , thank GOD. i was further paid out about my height. T___T grr … hate life. fuck fuck fuckity fuck …

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Shelley — Fri, 08 May 2009 10:26:46 +0000

559 ; iCBF

Today, my mom and I were watching this movie and these lesbians started making out. My mother proceeds to call them “sinners” and that they will “burn in hell twice”. Then she says “God doesn’t like gays”. I’m a lesbian. I picked out this movie as a way of coming out.

fuck life. fuck everything about it. fuck the people. fuck the world. fuck everything.

okay , i’m over my spaz. i just hate life. i got 2 more assignments today. i have 2.5 more assignments to do , apart from maths c , which i finished , and fuck me for physics. kgjnsdfkjgnsjkfg. if i could do one thing , it’s to obliterate education. but yeahs , just cbf. cbfcbfcbfcbfcbf. LOL okay , emo phase gone. we did rockclimbing today in p.e. , fuck it’s so scary LOL. not to mention that your hands get exceptionally sore by the time you come down , just from like , CLINGING TO A FUCKING ROCK. ansdfjnsdf maths b , c , physics , english , just disappear. djfskdfjgn ! & i had tkd today. shiney & i discussed some ‘people’ to possibly join us. makes me uber happy just thinking about it. n____n , okay , going to go to some phucksics. man , i’m lame. LOL. but i’m still angry. dad ordered my phone on tuesday. “1-2 days’ delivery.” fucking bullshit , it’s FRIDAY. FUCKING ASIAN PEOPLE IN SYDNEY , GET SOME RELIABILITY. OR JUST SHUT DOWN YOUR FUCKING SHOP. okay rage over. hopefully i’ll get it on monday. ^_______^